What a load of crap.
- Chores. They exist. Personal chores, chores for my grandma, and chores for my mom. And, since it is Spring Break and I have nothing else to do... *hint* take my sis places as well.
- Sleep. This was missing in vast quantities during Nationals. As I was in a competition room, nap potential was wayyyy down. After the tournament, I kept talking to people. This did not help my yen for a good, solid nap. I am finally starting to catch-up on sleep. Thank God.
- Relationships. While I was at Nationals, I came to an unwelcome realization. I am not in love with th3 Goofball. I used to be, but I am not anymore. This sucks, because I have a ton of respect for him and want him to be genuinely happy. In addition, he's still in love with me. I feel really guilty for doing this, but I think it would be unfair to him otherwise. I also really don't want to be stuck in a love-less relationship. Or a one-ended love relationship. So I think that I made the right choice in telling him. But that doesn't make hearing him cry while saying "I love you" any less hard to hear. I just want him to be okay - and I don't think that's going to happen for a while. And I can't do anything about it. Which more than sucks.
- Rectal bleeding. My grandfather has it. He's in the hospital and is doing better. But still bleeding from his butt. Which reminds me; I need to quit writing and post, so I can go clean up his messes.
This post has been quite negative, because, well, this week has been crappy. Hopefully next week has better news. Or stories of an amusing nature.
1 comment:
A bad week seems even worse when it takes place during a week that *should* be really fun. Hope things get better for you soon.
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