I did not and probably will not do any of the things on my list today. However, something occured to me that I've been thinking about for the past few days.
I've haven't been this hormonal since I was in puberty.
No wonder my debate partner keeps mentally slapping me upside my brain; I have become hysterical within my life. I even giggle. This is ridiculous. I cry at everything, even minor good things, like the essay I got a 90% on or a funny joke someone told. My moods have become more dramatic, more intense.
But why? I have a few different hypothesis. I just broke up with th3 goofball. This is the first time I have not been chasing/chased by a boy or going out with a boy since my freshman year of high school - quite a long time ago. I am not that person anymore. It is possible that the sudden jolt out of having someone is affecting my body and hormones. Another possibility is that I have repressed my emotions to some extent in order to take care of those around me (including my boyfriend). Without anyone to take care of, I have had to start to actually managing my emotions.
That's scary. No wonder I've been so focused on AB.
I'm not sure why I've started to become more emotional. Armchair therapists? I choose you.
(Because I dislike this whole crying jag.)
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If you see a mention of another person,
it is a figment of your imagination.
Neither you, them, your imagination, or figments exist.
Falling jelly
Monterey
2 comments:
I think that life changes in general cause people to become more emotional. Or at least, life changes that severely affect you. (Regardless of whether positive or negative.)
i think you're feeling weird because you need to have an adventure. but that's my answer for everything.
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