I just turned in a not-very-good essay to my English professor. It has been the main stress in my life for the past few days. All I can say now is thank goodness is that it is over - even if it wasn't that good, it's over.
Perhaps the end of the school year is presenting the same emotions for everyone else, but I have shut down what dreaming portions existed in my brain to "Just do it". Need to do a speech for class? No fancy Powerpoint, just do the dang speech. Essay on femeinist thought? Wikipedia totally counts as a source. Math homework? As long as it is turned in eventually...
I think that this has become my coping mechanism. So many things have gone AWOL in my life, that I have don't really have the mental abilities to go above and beyond the expectations presented to me. If it is on my list it will get done.
How well? Wait and see.
13 May 2010
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